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Affraid
- jac333 wrote on 06-08-2012 17:12:
Affraid
I am so affraid to be vulnerable, I am so affraid to lose control.
I am so affraid to leave my comfortzone, I am so affraid to be hurt again.
I am so torn up and swept from left to right, the past has made some deep wounds.
The past has scared the heart, the past, never again.
I am so scared to love again, I am so scared to express my love for you, tensed to keep my distance.
Tensed to protect my feelings from any hurt that may come, so affraid to let you in.
Focussed to protect the heart, so that I can’t think clear.
So occupied with myself, that the beauty of fine moments will pass on me.
Thinking about things yet to come, about fears and dissapointments, missing so much.
I want to tell you how much I love you, but I can’t.
Want to tell you so much, the mouth talks but there’s no sound from the heart.
The mind takes control of the heart, scars all over, tries to heal.
I would like to call you to hear your voice, I just can’t, I just can’t.
But I can’t let you go, can’t let you go.
Don’t want to hurt you anymore, you don’t deserve that.
Will there be another time, will there be love again?
I am affraid of what will come.
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